Where do we begin? The earliest fog of memory of clenching the bucket of water over our head at the end of the shower. Both hands clenched from side to side with the feeling of championship make on the chest. Or glued onto the TV screens huddled over one another as we saw Tom's plans foiled again. Maybe it was the passing of aba a man we hardly knew but others cared for so deeply, crocodile hatchling tears eye to eye from an early light. Speaking from my own subjective experi